WHITE STRIPES, BLACK DOTES

I always thought it’s a matter of time
But experiences just won’t leave my mind.
And I’ll say it again: “My school period was the worst
Time I ever had in my entire life
And I can’t forget the wicked insults.”

I always got the feeling of being left alone
No one helped I was on my own
With their scorn, with their taunts
With every slap, with every kick.

This time I’ll stay out of sight
This time I won’t sacrifice
What I am be and all my dreams
This time I’m not on my knees

I want to feel alright,
I want to hold me tight,
My classmates won’t change my mind
This time I’ll keep my so called selfesteem

And in the night I switched on the TV and I saw the white stripes and the black dotes on the
televisionscreen. And it was a fucking symbol of my own life. The very next day I went to my dad and asked him: “What will my life be about?”
And he said: “I don’t know my son. I only know there are possibilities like fishes in the sea.”
But the hell I couldn’t choose one of them. And I didn’t believe anymore that the grass is always greener on the other side.
I said I was ill to the prom and I was considered to be the nerd of the class without a date.
And I decided that I never want to be like them.

I want to feel alright, ...

What I’ve suffered still guide me
I’m sorry, I can’t trust you

I want to feel alright, ...